0dense: a mottled blue foreground fading into cold white; hail covering a light (Default)
 I picked up Ender’s Game again over this past break, and now I have the strongest image of Jake doing the same, right around the beginning of the war. He and Marco could be wandering through the mall, and Border’s has a display for summer reading lists, and something has a spaceship and won some awards, so Jake picks it up... 

“I told you. His isolation can’t be broken. He can never come to believe that anybody will ever help him out, ever. If he once thinks that there’s an easy way out, he’s wrecked.”
“You’re right. That would be terrible, if he believed he had a friend.”
“He can have friends. It’s parents he can’t have.” (p38, 1994 TOR paperback)

And in the first weeks of the war, at the breakfast table, he looks up at his family, and slowly puts the book down. 

“What’s that, squirt?” Tom asks.
“Nothing much,” he lies. “We’ve got a book report coming up.”

So he takes the book to hide in Cassie’s barn.

Thank you for this, Peter. For dry eyes and silent weeping. You taught me how to hide anything I felt. More than ever, I need that now. (p45)

Marco puts it back carefully, without disturbing the bookmark. He gets his own copy, instead, and finds the parallel story as well.

“Ho, Fearless Leader,” he greets Jake. 

and,
<Remember,> he whispers for their ears only, as they surveil a McDonald’s from on high, <the enemy’s gate is down.>

As with the rest of their lives, even a joke can’t last, though:
Jake comes to the scoop once, and finds Card piled next to Mortal Kombat and Pokemon.
“We,” he insists, “are not an army!” 
Marco tucks them back onto the shelf. “Really, Patton? Because the way I see it, the sooner anyone accepts what their situation is, the sooner they can live with it.”
Jake is silent for a long minute, until Marco looks back up at him.
“I don’t want to live like this, though.”
Marco looks around, at the tarpaulin roof keeping dew off of Ax’s transmission station, heavy TV was used to falling asleep to, just like his dad had -
“I know, man. I know.”

 And so they didn’t talk about Ender again. There’s plenty of their own war to fight, instead.

0dense: a mottled blue foreground fading into cold white; hail covering a light (Default)
So, Ender's Game. Orson Scott Card aside, I love this universe; it's a nexus of several of my childhood favorite genres: aliens. kids save the world. not feeling like you fit in. the idea of a higher purpose or cause to support. leadership psychology. I've never really left Ender and Bean behind. So, now I stick them onto all sorts of other stories, as well. As I martial my notes during this latest reread, I'm reposting/archiving a small pile of lines I drew between Ender and Steve Rogers back in 2016:

or, gary stus and krisma:

“That’s how you got to be friends? He protector of the little guys?” […]
“Little guys?” said Shen. “He was the smallest in our launch group. Not like you, but way small. Younger, see.”
“He was youngest, but he became your protector?”
“No. Not like that. No, he kept it from going on, that’s all. He went to the group - it was Bernard, he was getting together the biggest guys, the tough guys -”
“The bullies.”
“Yeah, I guess. Only Ender, he goes to Bernard’s number one, his best friend. Alai. He gets Alai to be his friend, too.”
“So he stole away Bernard’s support?”
“No, man. No, it’s not like that. He made friends with Alai, and then got Alai to help him make friends with Bernard. […] I think, really, Bernard never forgave him, but he saw how things were.”
“How were things?”
“Ender’s good, man. You just - he doesn’t hate anybody. If you’re a good person, you’re going to like him. You want him to like you. If he likes you, then you’re OK, see? But if you’re scum, he just makes you mad. Just knowing he exists, see? So Ender, he tries to wake up the good part of you.”
“How do you wake up ‘good parts’?”
“I don’t know, man. You think I know? It just … you know Ender long enough, he just makes you want him to be proud of you. […] He’s just … he makes you want to … I’d die for him. That sounds like hero talk, neh? But it’s true. I’d die for him. I’d kill for him.”
“You’d fight for him.”
Shen got it at once. “That’s right. He’s a born commander.”
“Alai fight for him too?”
“A lot of us.”
(Ender’s Shadow, pgs 197-199)
A cropped screencap from CA:TFA, of the soldier Gilmore Hodge. Hodge peers out of his tent, resentful and confused, when Steve has just rescued the prisoners from Azanno. Hodge was General Phillip's preferred candidate for Project Rebirth, and his main scene is insulting Agent Carter in lineup.
A screencap of Captain America: The First Avenger. Skinny!Steve sits on the recruiting table at the fair. Subtitle: I don't like bullies. I don't care where they're from.
A .gif of CA: TFA. Bucky and Steve sit in a bar after Bucky's rescue. He is unkempt, but remains loyal to Steve. Subtitle: I'm following him.

"And [Bean] found out something interesting. Despite Wiggin’s altruism, despite his willingness to sacrifice, not one of his friends ever said that Wiggin came and talked over his problems. They all went to Wiggin, but who did Wiggin go to?"
(Ender’s Shadow, pgs 200-201)
“The best thing about Cap is he’s such a sympathetic character. He struggles so much [and] he doesn’t bleed on people.”
(Chris Evans for BuzzFeed News)

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